[week four - wednesday]

[ceded]

[ By the end of the day, Xion wants to cry as much as she wants to sleep.

She's gotten almost no rest even after a surgery thanks to how many people have come to see her. They've almost all, with a singular exception, been angry with her. More than anything she wishes she could just crawl away and hide.

This is what it really means to face the consequences of your actions, huh?

By the time Natalie finds her, she'll have her eyes shut and she's trying to rest. But she'll hear someone approach, and open her eyes almost reluctantly.

When she sees who it is...

Oh, no, this won't go well. ]

Natalie.

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[robitussin]

Then you can't do anything like this again.

[It's said quickly. There's a thick swallow.]

You have to promise me.

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... I don't think I could even if I wanted to.

[ Gestures to her leg with a faint, gallows humor. ]

[robitussin]

You know that isn't what I meant.

[But now that she mentions it...]

How does your leg feel? Hannibal gave you stuff for the pain, right?

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[ She nods, and lifts a hand to rub at one of her eyes. ]

Yeah. It helps, but it makes me really tired, too.

[ Natalie probably knows. Xion declines to mention that she hasn't slept thanks to all the visitors she's had. ]

Natalie ... I'm sorry, but I can't promise you something like that. If I had to get hurt again to save someone else, I would. [ Defiance threads her voice for just a moment. ] But... I won't try to put myself in harm's way like that again.

[robitussin]

[She's quiet for a long moment. It's not as though she can stop Xion, but...]

Do you remember what I told you, about how we need someone like you to make it to the end so they can save everyone?

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[ Her shoulders twitch. It takes her a long moment, but she'll meet Natalie's gaze eventually, uncertain and a little shy. ]

... I remember.

[robitussin]

I'd say that someone who's willing to get herself hurt for someone else's sake is a pretty good choice to be that person. So... Please, Xion.

[There's desperation in her voice. Of course, it's not only because she thinks Xion would save everyone; the idea of ever seeing her dead makes her heart go cold.]

[ceded]

I'm not...

[ ..... ]

I ... I'll try, Natalie. I don't know if that's really the kind of person I can be, but ... I'll try.

[robitussin]

[She lets out a small breath she wasn't aware she was holding, and nods.]

That's enough for me. Thank you.

[ceded]

[ Without anything much further to say, Xion will watch her with something like sadness before tentatively reaching out a hand. Given that Natalie only has one arm left to her name, this might be, in a sense, a lot to ask for. She doesn't even feel like she has the right to ask Natalie to stay.

But maybe she can do this, just for a moment. ]

[robitussin]

[She sees that sadness, and the way Xion wavers before reaching for her hand. Her heart feels tender as she grips her hand and gives it a squeeze.]

I'll be here as long as you want me to.