[week five - wednesday]

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[ Well.

.... well.

Xion's got a lot on her mind when she seeks out Percy. She's made a decision - and given what she knows, or she thinks she knows, she wants Percy to know it, too. Besides, maybe he can ... help her, too. Maybe he knows things she doesn't.

So it's with a sense of purpose that she finds him, and doesn't really waste any time on preamble. ]

Hey, Percy? Can we talk?

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But of course I...!

[ It kind of hits her then, what that means. Of course I would, no matter how hard it is or how much it hurts; all of a sudden, she can't stop thinking of Natalie, crying and murmuring sorry over and over again. She thinks of a soft, stunned okay in answer to an important question. She thinks of holding a hand, and feeling fingers curl in response around hers.

Oh.

It takes some time to sink in.

But maybe Percy will have his answer in the way she, more carefully this time, leans in and tucks herself against him. ]

[hydrokinetics]

[Yeah. There's that. It's sort of the same way he doesn't have to know all of the answers so long as he can pull her closer and loop an arm around her to secure her, give her time to really sit on what he's said. It's the support, he thinks, that's always just as important as answers.]

...Annabeth is the smartest person I know. [The way he says it is still a tone of awe mixed with sadness.] I'm used to getting all of my information from her. She knows practically everything. But answers aren't everything if you don't have someone guiding you to find them. That's how we work. I fight to protect her and keep her safe, be there for her and...love her, and she finds answers for us to tackle problems together and work to achieve goals, even if she doesn't always tell me everything she knows.

I don't remember if I've ever told you this, but we were separated for a really long time. And when I found her again--[A soft laugh.]--well, she found me, actually, all I cared about was being there for her. She knew she would have to leave me again really soon for a quest. Something she had to do by herself. It was frustrating she wouldn't tell me what was going on, but just being there for her, staying alive and everything? It gave her the ability to complete her quest. And when we fell together...it took both of us to keep each other alive and get back up from the Underworld.

[He stops. He misses her, painfully so, especially in these moments where he's not even sure he's saying the right things and he desperately wishes he knew what to really do to not screw things up.]

You know a lot of reckless idiots, Xion. We need you.

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I'm one of those reckless idiots too, you know, [ she murmurs softly in the wake of his story. No, he hadn't told her those specifics before, but what she hears doesn't surprise her - not as far as Percy goes, anyway.

Be there for her and love her, huh... ]

But okay. [ Presses her face into his shoulder, briefly. ] I guess you guys do need someone to look after you, huh?

[ with very faint, somewhat sad humor. but she's trying. ]

[hydrokinetics]

[There's a huff of a laugh, but he allows her to press into his shoulder anyway.]

Reckless idiots looking out for bigger idiots sounds about right. That's just what we have to do here to keep each other protected. Do that for me? Please?

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I will.

[ Not I'll try, one of her most common refrains. ]

I can at least do that much. [ A somewhat self-deprecating mutter. ] Percy... you need to take care of yourself too, okay? I know you feel like you need to do as much as you can, too. But you're just one person, the same as me. Don't forget you have us.

{ she doesn't specify the "us," but thinks he'll probably figure out who she means. ]

[hydrokinetics]

[He laughs under his breath.] I don't think you guys would ever let me forget that I have you. I know I'm just one person but...I'll try, all right? We'll work together to keep each other from being too reckless.

[A pause.] And...I'll fill you in on things when I can. Is that a good compromise?