Is that what you think I'm doing? Just getting rid of anyone?
[what the hell kind of logic is that?]
I'm not interested in saving the guy that keeps us in this situation! You think he's gonna feel anything, or have someone who misses him? The only time he even gets mad is when we won't follow his damn rules anyway!
[this aggravates him. he thinks higher of xion than this.]
Listen to me. If you want to sympathize and live in some crappy stockholm-syndrome [shhhh let's pretend that phrase makes sense in a world where stockholm doesn't exist because i have no equivalent.] life of feeling bad for the guys that don't care about us at all, then go ahead.
But I've lived this life already. I've seen what hunks of metal who listen to their bosses without sympathy for who they drag along do. I've lost enough to assholes like him and his bosses. If fighting back means taking someone out of commission who will do the damn same to us first if we get in their way... then it's what we have to do. You don't have do dirty your hands with it, but I'm not gonna sit back and let them get what they want, and if there's only one way to stop them from getting the 39 of us left killed? Someone's gonna have to do it.
But you won't get anywhere giving those guys the benefit of the doubt. They don't care about you. Maybe you need to look at who is trying to help you and who isn't. Getting rid of anyone who inconveniences someone is what they do. Think about who does care about you first.
We're trying to get rid of a threat on our lives and put everyone back where they belong. There's a difference. Try to open your eyes and see that.
[he doesn't give a damn about the sheriff, because the sheriff doesn't give a damn about any of them. he's programmed to run a sick and twisted game, just like the magitek troopers are programmed to target and kill him. this whole situations hits dangerously close to home and a very raw way to him, and the fact that she's accusing him of being some kind of heartless monster when he's trying to help her is...
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[what the hell kind of logic is that?]
I'm not interested in saving the guy that keeps us in this situation! You think he's gonna feel anything, or have someone who misses him? The only time he even gets mad is when we won't follow his damn rules anyway!
[this aggravates him. he thinks higher of xion than this.]
Listen to me. If you want to sympathize and live in some crappy stockholm-syndrome [shhhh let's pretend that phrase makes sense in a world where stockholm doesn't exist because i have no equivalent.] life of feeling bad for the guys that don't care about us at all, then go ahead.
But I've lived this life already. I've seen what hunks of metal who listen to their bosses without sympathy for who they drag along do. I've lost enough to assholes like him and his bosses. If fighting back means taking someone out of commission who will do the damn same to us first if we get in their way... then it's what we have to do. You don't have do dirty your hands with it, but I'm not gonna sit back and let them get what they want, and if there's only one way to stop them from getting the 39 of us left killed? Someone's gonna have to do it.
But you won't get anywhere giving those guys the benefit of the doubt. They don't care about you. Maybe you need to look at who is trying to help you and who isn't. Getting rid of anyone who inconveniences someone is what they do. Think about who does care about you first.
We're trying to get rid of a threat on our lives and put everyone back where they belong. There's a difference. Try to open your eyes and see that.
[he doesn't give a damn about the sheriff, because the sheriff doesn't give a damn about any of them. he's programmed to run a sick and twisted game, just like the magitek troopers are programmed to target and kill him. this whole situations hits dangerously close to home and a very raw way to him, and the fact that she's accusing him of being some kind of heartless monster when he's trying to help her is...
well, it's kind of fucked up, honestly.]